Lama dah tak tulis blog...
It has been such a long time since I wrote in this blog. Well, I just feel lazy to write and there is nothing interesting to write either.
Anyway, today is the 15th day of Ramadhan and Alhamdulillah, I manage to go through this fasting season quite successfully. I am grateful that I'm still alive to be given another chance to live this month of rahmat. Hopefully, I will still have the strength and is still alive for another 15 days of his month.
It was in this month that I was born 24 years ago, where I happened to share the same month of birth with my mother. InsyaAllah, this coming 25th Ramadhan I will turn 24 and thus Ramadhan has become a very significant month for me.
There were also other significant events that happened during Ramadhan but I guess they were just too personal to be shared here. I can just say that those events had made me a better person, in the sense that I became more matured especially in making choices and decisions. Although those experiences were sometimes too painful to be remembered, but I was just thankful that I had learned something from them.
A bittersweet of life, I would say. That is how I perceive my life right now. Living it to the fullest regardless of any challenges that I have to face.
Talking about challenges, there is one that is about to come. Just last Monday, I was already informed by my tutor the school that I'm going to go for practicum next year. Frankly speaking, I'm just too excited and at the same time too worried about this "PRACTICUM" thing. I'm excited that finally, after 5 and a half years of studying, I'm going to apply all the theories that I've learned in a real life situation. However, the thing is that I'm worried if I am unable to deliver what I'm supposed to teach effectively to the students. To make thing worse, I'm just too worried about what kind of students I'll be facing and how would they perceive me as their teacher. What if I teach the wrong thing to them? This is really a big question for me to answer and to think about. Imagine what damage I would bring to them if I were to teach the wrong thing to them. I can only pray hard and hope that I'll survive and nothing of such matter happen. Ya Allah... Bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini....
What else? Well, I guess this is enough for now. Hopefully, I'll be a little bit "Rajin" to write in this blog again.
Anyway, today is the 15th day of Ramadhan and Alhamdulillah, I manage to go through this fasting season quite successfully. I am grateful that I'm still alive to be given another chance to live this month of rahmat. Hopefully, I will still have the strength and is still alive for another 15 days of his month.
It was in this month that I was born 24 years ago, where I happened to share the same month of birth with my mother. InsyaAllah, this coming 25th Ramadhan I will turn 24 and thus Ramadhan has become a very significant month for me.
There were also other significant events that happened during Ramadhan but I guess they were just too personal to be shared here. I can just say that those events had made me a better person, in the sense that I became more matured especially in making choices and decisions. Although those experiences were sometimes too painful to be remembered, but I was just thankful that I had learned something from them.
A bittersweet of life, I would say. That is how I perceive my life right now. Living it to the fullest regardless of any challenges that I have to face.
Talking about challenges, there is one that is about to come. Just last Monday, I was already informed by my tutor the school that I'm going to go for practicum next year. Frankly speaking, I'm just too excited and at the same time too worried about this "PRACTICUM" thing. I'm excited that finally, after 5 and a half years of studying, I'm going to apply all the theories that I've learned in a real life situation. However, the thing is that I'm worried if I am unable to deliver what I'm supposed to teach effectively to the students. To make thing worse, I'm just too worried about what kind of students I'll be facing and how would they perceive me as their teacher. What if I teach the wrong thing to them? This is really a big question for me to answer and to think about. Imagine what damage I would bring to them if I were to teach the wrong thing to them. I can only pray hard and hope that I'll survive and nothing of such matter happen. Ya Allah... Bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini....
What else? Well, I guess this is enough for now. Hopefully, I'll be a little bit "Rajin" to write in this blog again.
posted by norfaizah at 9:21 AM
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